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| Well, life's actually not all that bad issit? I mean now that i'm in a new year, new semester, everything would start all over again.. A bed of roses in front of me.. Then just when everything was going on fine, YOU had ta come into my life and mess everything up for me... Why and How did i eva fall in luv with you, i hav totally no clue.. it juz happened all of a sudden on this really quiet bus ride... Talked, and KABOOM! i fell in luv.. i can't believe myself anyways... had dreams and was happy, untill you spoiled it all for me AGAIN! Why couldn't you hav juz never talked to me? Why couldn't you hav juz left me alone? Apparently, then came this new cocky arrogant new student, well idk.. y is he even like that? Mean and a big bully? Well there's Clarissa just sitting at a table, then he goes :"GET OFF.. THIS IS MY SEAT!" n i was there lk staring at him.. who does he think he is anyways? what right does he have ta bully people like that? I hate bullys and why do i havta face him in so many of my classes? I don't know wad i cud do, but i just really hope that i do not havta do anymore work with him anymore... cause it really IS gettin on my nerves... Anyways, enough of all these annoying stuff.. GUESS WHAT?!?!?! JACK NG IS HERE IN SAS!! :D i'm so excited.. he's a nice and cool guy, helpful and sweet.. even to the evil bully.. bleagh.. but the sad part is that i only have him in my flex class, but still, its good enough... :D and now, there's this really sweet and cute girl that NEARLY got bullied by you-know-who, she's called Clarissa, she's really nice too... :D hope that we wud all enjoy our time together... BTW, i've now made really close friendships with BEN AND JEREMY!! GOD BLESS THEM :D they're nice and fun ppl to be around and i'm sure that God has put them in my life for a reason and the reason is totally wonderful because they are so nice to me :D Also, friends are angels without wings BECAUSE THEIR FRIENDSHIP WITH YOU IS THE BEST PAIR OF WINGS THERE COULD EVER BE (the capitalized parts are contributed by ben...) cool huh? well i guess thats true because God has sent these people into my life for me to hav fun with and to enjoy life with.. i really thank God for bringin them into my life and showing me that someone actually still cares for me :D | | |
| YAY!!! i'm going to go back to singapore tonight.. anyways, i'm not goin back for fun.. i'm going back to take a placement test.. but the rest of the time shopping and eating with my mum would be cool though! :D anyways, jazz band... we are so totally sad.. we need more guitar and bass players for the band. We do not even have a guitar player today... Then patty and i have to come up with songs to do for the band, which is not easy as we have different ideas and stuff... anyways, we did not even get through one song today, maybe half of a song.. but oh well.. its still progress.. :D | | |
| Don't you always feel that sometimes in life, people always feel that you're someone whom you are not? nowadays, i'm just always forcing myself to smile and be happy and be hyper about all those things happening... just for the reasons to not show that i am depressed and upset inside... i mean i really want to show it all, but i mean no one would be there to cry with you when you are upset... even if you seek help, sometimes they do not even give you words of advice, just tell you its all going to be fine, it'll soon be all over... that is not what i need... i mean aren't there more words of comfort like "i'll always be there when you need help or even a hug or even a pat on the shoulder would do better then asking if you are ok or not... " Sometimes in school, you see would be in big groups of people and after thinking it over, who is the one who's your real friend? which one of those would be able to tell that all that i'm doing is just an act to not let anyone feel worse? which one of those would be able to tell that all that i need now are words of encouragement? which one of those would be able to understand that all i am doing now is for them, not myself? why can't everyone just think for each other for once rather than always themselves? i'm sick and tired of doing things for others and sacrifising my convinience... i'm tired of always be there for others, but no one would ever be here for me when i need help... i'm really tired and sick... i just want all this to end... | | |
| this is an awesome song!!!! :D Consuming Fire There Must be More than this
Oh Breath of God Come Breathe Within
There must be more than this
Spirit of God we wait for you Fill us a new we pray
Fill us a new we pray Chorus Consuming Fire Fan into Flame
A Passion for Your Name
Spirit of God Fall in this Place
Lord have your way, Lord have your way with us Come like a rushing Wind
fill us with power from on High
now set the captives free
Leave us abandoned to your praise Lord Let your Glory Fall
Lord Let your Glory Fall | | |
| i'm now totally obsessed with banana popcorn.. thx to influence of Diana :P anyways, it has a pretty acquired taste.. not that bad... people EAT BANANA POPCORN!!! :D:D by the way, i now finally noticed that i am very very very consistent with my inequalities work.. i'm so consitent that my retest grades are exactly the same as what i got for the first test... and that is pretty sad because i got a very bad grade.. but looking on the bright side, i'm having another test on friday which is on stuff i know very well... so probably i'll do well on that!! :D enough of wasting time... gotta start studying for the tests now!!! buh-bye xD | | |
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